Turns out, this whole religion thing is really, really hard. I don't know why Lucille trusts me to do things on my own. Ahhh!!!
I keep telling her, when I sleep, that she can take over. I don't want to do this anymore, not by myself. You know what she says? Make other people do it for me! So I guess I'm doing that now.
I didn't sign up for all of this. I never did. I didn't want to be like this. But apparently I was born this way. So whatever. So be it.
blueazalea: I need flyers made Clergy0: Oh? blueazalea: yeah lucille said we need to advertise. the references she made me draw look fucking ugly but I'll send them over in a bit rainraincomeagain: I can do that. It's really easy to appeal to specific audiences-- are we going with my idea? blueazalea: Surprisingly yes. She liked it. remsomnia: no fucking way remsomnia: fuck you dude i owe him 20 dollars now rainraincomeagain: :) Clergy0: Do you like the idea, Jessica? blueazalea: I think you know the answer to that rainraincomeagain: Jessica, you do know how important this is. You are the leader of this movement for a reason, might I remind you. rainraincomeagain: We are doing this because you need us. Because this is the only way we can possibly succeed. rainraincomeagain: We are doing this for you. Because you need us. blueazalea: I know Clergy0: It will all work out in the end Clergy0: Im sure of it,, :) remsomnia: zena's right!! besides we should get this show on the road soon. get things started before 2020 at least rainraincomeagain: Our deadline should be Halloween, so we have a few months. rainraincomeagain: I still need to perfect things on my end. Making sure my mother and sister don't interfere with anything has been rather hellish. remsomnia: you and me both dude i am not ready to be legally missing LOL remsomnia: gotta hype myself up big time before running away from home that shit is scary remsomnia: @blueazalea youre still paying for my greyhound right. blueazalea: Yes remsomnia: siiick blueazalea: Im gonna get off for the night. Ill send the stuff tomorrow. Clergy0: Goodnight Jessica, I hope you sleep well, blueazalea: Gn zena |
I have to do this. I have to do this I need to keep reminding myself I HAVE TO DO THIS.
If I don't do this, everything is over forever. This is my purpose. I need to continue.