November 2022

November 8

Ivy - This is according to her notes app; A young, gullible Ivy found herself stuck in a repetitive loop.
Ivy - Love.
Ivy - Sex.
Ivy - Death. (Either of a relationship or her ego.)

Ivy - Repeat.

Ivy - She never got out of it, did she now?

Ivy - Of course, Ivy hasn't changed. Why would she?

Ivy - Maybe one day you'll learn that she's really, tragically hopeless.

Ivy - The sooner you notice it, the more you'll notice her pitiful attempts at trying to change the past.

Ivy - She knows she can't.

Ivy - I found her phone.
Ivy - Took me long enough.

Ivy - Would you like to hear a story about Ivory? : )

Anne - don't you have your own twitter account to run

Ivy - It feels better tweeting from hers. Not many people know about mine, too.

Ocie - Guysssss the dromen is tweeetinngggg

Luna - I had a feeling that was Zyzzyx. Just reads like their smug ass. Fuckin hell.

Ivy - Thank you for the compliment. : )

Ivy - Now, let me tell something to you.

Ivy - Ivy is coming back.
Ivy - Not today.
Ivy - Not tomorrow.
Ivy - But eventually.
Ivy - When the time is right.

Ivy - She won't be mad, sad, happy, regretful, apathetic, no.

Ivy - She'll simply be a shell of her former self.

Ivy - She'll pretend nothing happened.

Ivy - She'll be Ivory.

November 10

Ivy - Where the fuck even is Ivy? She's been dead for weeks now.

Ivy - Maybe she liked it in Hell, who knows...

November 15

Zyzx - Do you know how to kill the human psyche? Do you know how to kill the human psyche? Do you know how to kill the human psyche? Do you know how to kill the human psyche? Do you know how to kill the human psyche?

Zyzx - 4555.

November 17

Zyzx - THE DHARMA WILL COME
Zyzx - 4555
Zyzx - I'LL SEE YOU THEN, HEATHENS.

Zyzx - THE HEYDAY IS UPON US YET YOU OBLIVIOUSLY BLOCK YOUR EYES WITH YOUR HANDS TO MAINTAIN THAT FIGMENT THAT IT'LL BE THE SAME TOMORROW. YOU WILL PRETEND IT WAS JUST A PASSING MEMORY. THE EVERLASTING EFFECTS WILL STICK TO YOUR BODY LIKE BLOOD STAINS.
Zyzx - 4555
Zyzx - I'LL SEE YOU THEN, HEATHENS.

Ocie - the dromen is talking again

Zyzx - PUT MORE RESPECT ON MY NAME. I AM MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER COMPREHEND. I AM NOT MERELY ANOTHER TARGET OF YOUR STUPID CORPORATION. THERE'S A REASON I KEPT THAT GIRL AROUND. THERE'S A REASON I KEPT THAT GIRL AROUND. THERE'S A REASON I KEPT THAT GIRL AROUND. THERE'S A REASON I

Ocie - hmm no

Zyzx - one day, and i dont know when, i will murder you slowly. ☻

November 19

Zyzx - You won't change, will you?
Zyzx - S21
Zyzx - S31
Zyzx - S36
Zyzx - S50
Zyzx - 4555.
Zyzx - PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO EVERYTHING. 4555.

November 20

Zyzx - hm. if i gave you meatbags another useless diary page, would you finally exhibit some true emotion?

Zyzx - these things are basically about as valuable as toilet paper at this point.

Zyzx - song 36 dot html. you have everything you need.

November 21

Viol - Hey @friendswaleech? I'm reading Ivy's stuff and can you not like, mess with them? It seems to me your presence around them is having an emotional toll on them.

Zyzx - It's what she deserves.

Viol - She deserves none of this. I bet you were to one who kill her mother instead of the framing it for what Ivy thinks it is. Your influence on her is making her go mad. You make her feel empty so you can pretend to be her friend to make her feel like she is feeling something again.

November 22

Ivy - im home
Ivy - wherever home is
Ivy - i saw myla
Ivy - she was mad at me
Ivy - it's valid
Ivy - i have a book
Ivy - its about what happened
Ivy - what i did back then
Ivy - it hurts to remember but i need to let go
Ivy - i don't want this to hold me back anymore

Ivy - i want some actual change for once
Ivy - not something someone tells me to do
Ivy - i realized that it took my worst thoughts and pushed me to get execute them
Ivy - i did something by myself once
Ivy - it feels liberating
Ivy - i feel free for once
Ivy - it told me to keep going

Ivy - ill make it beg for me to stop

Ivy - my room needs a makeover, all i have is a cat bowl filled with ashes

Ivy - i have a lot to tell but i don't think i can fully write it down
Ivy - i just realized it posted a certain letter of mine
Ivy - i regret that time. i should get my shit together.
Ivy - i got some Null. maybe i can use it on my scythe.

November 23

Ivy - I'm tired of making her fit a box. No more solid fucking colors, holy shit, let me be a bit creative at least, bitch.

Ivy - This feels nicer. Not accurate but nice.

Ivy - Hey. @GarsoneMyers. I want the rest of that blood. Drop it off and leave. Don't want shit with you. Just want a trip now that I'm back.

Cole - busy doing mentally ill things

Ivy - Drop it off when you have time then, I don't give a shit. At least that's enough payback for slamming me head first into a light pole.

Cole - L

Ivy - I can trap you into a room filled with copies of copies of copies of itself. You'd be able to find an exit in roughly 2 months. Two whole months for me to plan another one if those rooms out. I feel like you underestimate my knowledge. I was an enaturalist after all.

Cole - [image of a map of romania with a speech bubble implying that the tweet above was said by the country romania]

Ivy - This is true. :)

Cole - plus i roll the best blunts

Ivy - HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
Ivy - AHAHHSGAGAGGAHHAHSGDHAHAHAHHDHSGS
Ivy - HXHHSHAHSHVDFUHSHWBAHJSBDHWGAHXUHEBWHSBDH
Ivy - AHHAHSBEBAJFKRNAHUDHWBVAHDHBFJWBA
Ivy - GXVNEBEHSBFJWBSHDBSBJSHDHWJSBDHU
Ivy - WGAJDGUXBWNANDHHEBSJDHXHHEBSJHSHXJEJ

Ivy - god i didn't know you were a comedian

November 26

Ivy - It knows how to kill the human psyche, and I'm figuring out how to kill its own id, ego, and superego.

Ivy - I'm close. I can feel it.

Ivy - I've been working with the Null sample Luna gave me. It's been implemented into my scythe. Blade feels extra smooth now.

Ivy - I've been transcribing more diary pages as of recently. I'll have them out soon. I'm ready to grow the fuck up.

Ivy - Glad the sample's working out for ya. What exactly does Null do to a weapon anyway?

Ivy - It's complicated to explain without proof, tbh
Ivy - It just extends the blade if used right in a way. There's some other effects, most of them a bit more lethal compared to others, but I'm not really aware of a lot of them.

Ivy - That's so cool! I can't wait to see your scythe in action.

November 27

Ivy - i feel like sharing some of the poetry i write while high. maybe a totally separate thing? the world ends and only now i decide to pursue a job as a poet. yeah my mom sure is fucking proud

Ivy - if i ever find out lucille is dead ill make a ding dong the wicked bitch is dead parody

Ivy - gonna impale her with my scythe the same way she made me do it to myla idfk why i was so mad at myself over that lmao